Monday, still a fun day!
Today’s plan is simple = enjoy the hell out of the day.
Work first & foremost.
I have so many ideas, puzzles which need home.
I, we’ll build it.
No problemo.
The only requirement?
Believe in myself.
I am capable of bringing all parts into a coherent piece.
I am capable of doing it within the time I have at my disposal.
I am capable of cutting out the needless, leftover clips AND will do so without restraint.
I can write / create a narrative supporting my vision.
All interests - creative, monetary, growth can be satisfied.
I will not force, but I will not half-ass either.
Just the right amount of eustress,
pressure to make a diamond.
The essence, whatever it might turn out to be will shine, shine, shine.
Easy.
💞 I am grateful for:
💞 starting from fresh page
I am not bound by my previous works & ways.
I can do things completely different or exact the same - however I please.
All parts of me can get to share.
Limitless.
💞 the past, the now, the future
If I’m thinking about the past now, it makes it relevant today.
There’s no law prohibiting me from spending time on “past entries”, things I’ve written couple days ago.
Not only “today” per se is NOW.
Liberated from dogma.
💞 everything about July so far
One giant ferris wheel of adventures, good times, friends & business.
Good frickin times.
So many highlights, so many memories, so much to share.
Let’s find a way.
💞 today’s work
It’s good to be back in baker’s attire.
Time to bring some delicacies to life.
Cooking superpowers!
👷 Work
I feel like I’m running in circles.
Work is not actually moving.
Something feels of, and I can’t pinpoint what.
What would I do if I were free?
turn past entries into a form I love, into pieces I want to have / remember. Fuck what people think, don’t obsess about distribution, earning etc.
Write a new thing about current situation, call for help etc. Be deliberate about it
Get back to the (almost) daily groove - it works!
🏖️ Amazing things today:
🏖️ showing Nati my work
I really do have a LOT to share / 90% ready
most interested in rich life / career
“some things should stay private “you can’t share this”
weekly newsletter / recap = good idea
🏖️ working
lots of enthusiasm until doubt creeped in
connecting the dots / craft stage
overwhelming amount of material, potential ways & options
🏖️ dziadzia stepping in on nanny duties
they had such a great time Hugi didn’t want him (+babcia who came for pick-up) go home
Nati + me more work time
🏖️ joints + food
new perspective (higher?) on my work/myself