🌞 10 May 2023 What If It All Works Out?
This was a phenomenal day.
One of my favourites this year, maybe ever.
Everything clicked.
It almost feels to good to be true.
The sun is out, in full force.
Where do we begin?
Obvious - the almighty, goofy, smiley, cosy vibes with Hugo.
His new signature laugh is still bringing smile to my face 1 hour after I last heard it.
It might be my favourite dad-time so far.
He understands (& comes up with!!!) jokes, collaborates (when he wants - obviously😅), is an absolute sweetheart.
Throwing rocks into our pond, infinite lego play, “My Friend Totoro” in-home cinema, daily dose of juice, pre-sleep kisses & declarations of love, bathing him, those softsoft aura hugs - I am lucky to have you!
It’s shining also at work.
Nati’s project seems to be moving forward, this time for real.
J+K, grant are also coming together.
She’s, understandably, in a much better mood.
So am I.
After months spent in deep jungle, hatching our way out with machetes, light seems to be eventually coming our way.
I also did good today.
And without rushing!
I don’t know when I will hit publish, but it will come SOON.
I am ready.
Zooming out,
today felt like a coronation of weeks? months? years? of truth work.
All the creatures got slayed in fair battles and the hero got a much deserved breather.
I know, it too shall pass.
But please, let me enjoy it whole it lasts.
So long,
B
Amazing things:
ღ “My Frient Totoro” & Hugi’s full-on laughs + surprise hugs
ღ visiting the lake / pond & throwing gigants → “świetna zabawa” / “fantastic entertainment” - quote quote
ღ kitchen & outdoor lounger mega Hug-s → don’t remember the last time they felt like THIS
ღ lying next to Nati with my hand on her belly after Hugi went to sleep & vividly imagining + talking about the second baby → I’m excited! Scared but excited!
ღ being & becoming - Mischa Janiec great phrasing
empty (too much struggle) vs dry (too little challange) another great one
ღ seeing the big deers on our way back → my jaw needed to be picked
ღ feeling in the groove with work - morning slot back to journaling & doing the artsy stuff, afternoon slot for getting the finishing work done. I’m happy with how chill yet powerful it felt, and with how work with me page is looking. Beast
ღ morning outside movement / welcoming the sun
ღ evening yoga + meditation + writing now! wow!!!
ღ “what if it all works out” theme of the day → It really feels like I, we, are out from the deepest mud. The light has found its way. Now cultivate it!
