🦝 14 August 2023 Excited For What Might Happen
🦝 14 August 2023 Excited For What Might Happen
Today was a rollercoaster.
Lots & lots of down moments, but also some delicacies.
Let’s focus on the good…
💞I am grateful for:
💞 miraculous trip to Warsaw
So many (good) things happened.
Work success, parties & friends, family bonding.
Beautiful!
It could have been one of the best, if not THE BEST times in the city
💞 Repeatedly going into the scary land
I’m not allowing anxieties & fears to stop me from having amazing time.
No pasarán!
This summer has taught me that the best things happen when you do the initially slightly uncomfortable stuff:
leaving Hugo for 2 days
going to Cracow & back on no sleep
getting the job done despite doubt
finding the power when all I wanted was sleep
rising above frustration & showering fam with the love
🏖️Amazing Things:
🏖️ Pool with Hugi & Dziadzia on the sidelines
3 generational fun & cosiness.
A perfect example of what this home & our family life is about.
“Stacja Piątkowa” with Dziadzia & the spark in my boy’s eyes = beautiful
🏖️ Hugi hugging me so thigh when I told him I needed him when I was down + random “I love you” hanging on m neck
Wow.
Sweetheart!
🏖️ Lots & lots of meditation / yoga
It never is so dark aura work can’t help.
I’m so happy I have these tools, these skills.
🏖️ How amazing, reborn I feel now
Was today another darkness-to-uber-light transition day?
It seems so!
🏖️ Excited for what can happen
vs scared what might happen
is just one perspective flip away”
This is POWERFUL.
And now I feel it!
Omg!
Life changed.
🏖️ Hiding from made-up storm under the sheets with Hugi
A warm, warm moment.
So close to you right now!
Closer!
🏖️ Writing - both in the morning & now
A perfect combo?
🏖️ Talking to dad while Hugi watched tv
🏖️ Outside grill / kitchen
🏖️ Ending on a HIGH!
🧠 On My Mind
🧠 Tomorrow’s trip to Hel / Chałupy
Nati & I are chasing the high (again…)
I’m a bit stressed about the logistics & leaving Hugi, but we will figure it out.
We, I always do!
👷 Work
I’m at this point where I know I want to deliver a grande punch but am still not sure how to do it.
Oh, and the time scarcity - when the fuck will I make time to make it happen?
This actually might be my biggest stressor - how to get it done given limited time I have?
Let’s dive in…
First of all, is my time really THAT limited?
Maybe it’s only a matter of perspective?
As long as I think “I don’t have time”, I will be anxious.
The truth is: when I really want something, I make it happen regardless.
A way despite.
Think Summer Contrast article.
Written at nights, after days spent solo with Hugo, polished to perfection DESPITE odds.
I can turn whatever dream, plan, task I have into reality if I really, really want it!
So…
What do I want?