🛣️ 14 July 2023 The Way Appears

Today.

All states, emotions, versions of me in one.

From morning meltdown & tears dropping Nati for rehab, to heart explosion hearing Hugi say he loves me when I left them at the playground, all the way to anger & resentment due to unexpected complications with Nati’s grant, and finishing with deep mutual respect, support & togetherness we’ve shared before N went to sleep.

Oh, and the ecstatic - 1 hour of absolute banger of a wrestlemania with my cub.

We were flying high, baby!

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I can’t put it to words just yet, but I feel like I’m undergoing a tectonic shift.

Another destroy (much of the last couple days = “Hello darkness my old friend”) & rebuild afresh.

Let’s see where the journey takes us next.

The way appears.

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PS. I wrote it in 11 minutes start to end.
Not writing daily is just an excuse.