🕵️♀️ 15 June 2023 Look Closely
The easiest way to describe this day would be normal.
We did zero vlog-friendly things.
The most extreme happening was either Nati forgetting her face mask or eating the whole tray of strawberry crumble for dinner.
I used to hate these slower, less “exciting” days.
There was a part of me who needed to be constantly achieving, part-taking, shining.
Today, I’m increasingly able to find beauty in ordinary.
Hugi ordering us to take off clothes & inviting to “Golaskowo” (nudist resort) on the couch
Illegal pre-noon ice-cream
Hug from behind / peek-a-boo game which left me moved to tears
His head touching mine falling asleep, and the 15 minutes I spent just lying next to him after
That crumble, eaten straight from the oven
Cleaning a mountaintop of dirty dishes while enjoying my fabulous latest hits
Even watching random insta vids
There might not be any bad days indeed.
Look closely enough,
and the averagest of average
might become one to write about.
Love, Bartosz.
🧠 On my mind:
🧠 Don’t Overthink It / Letting Hands Do Their Job
Less thinking, spreading visions, setting goals.
More intuition, moving freely, actually doing stuff.
Let hands do their job!
🧠 Experimenting, Iterating, Moving
Some things work out, others do not. That’s the nature of experiment. Not attaching to outcomes, rather treating them as data/input to optimize the process, is a very freeing perspective.
💞I am grateful for:
💞 Being Free To Choose / Outlaw Logic
It’s entirely up to me what I put my focus & time into. I am not bound by purpose, convention, destiny, or requirement to serve others. I feel liberated, free to move. It’s a blessing.
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