🐭 17 October 2023 Beauty of Tough Love
🐭 17 October 2023 Beauty of Tough Love
🏖️ Amazing Things
🏖️ Surviving the night (and the silver lining)
Another mouse attack.
This one was extremely rowdy and immune to traps.
Combined with high stress levels, and Hugi’s recent toddler sleep regression (+ need for closeness), the night was not exactly restorative.
At some point, the furry motherfucker was so loud, so obnoxious (I’m not sure if it wasn't running on our bed) that Nati decided to go to the second room (and she never does that).
I took over child-caring duties.
And what a blessing I did.
We spent the rest of the night knitted together, never leaving loving embrace.
I didn’t sleep much, right.
But I will forever remember how close we felt this night.
Sometimes it’s not about the days or situations when everything goes smoothly.
You do remember & cherish the times when things got rough, and you survived, even thrived off them.
Beauty of tough love.
🏖️ Working on “healing” stories
How awesome does it feel to tackle work head-on, and let the creative juices flow?
Making visions reality.
🏖️ Moving into the present
The body flow I did after mid-day meditation felt divine.
All tension shaken off.
🏖️ Flurry od pre-sleep kisses & hugs
🏖️ The warm welcome I got after Hugi & Nati came back from Tczew
“Did you miss us, Daddy?” followed by throwing himself on my neck, and good ol’ deer fighting.
Top.
🏖️ Paying off another part of debt
I’m so close to freeing myself from this bondage.
So glad I/We did it step-by-step (grosz do grosza) instead of waiting for a “big shot” (that usually is just a wet fantasy)
🏖️ Fearless swingin’, hammock candies, servicemen, tangerine juice, and all the rest of our morning with Hugi
It was not the easiest time for me, I was exhausted after the night, stressed about work, and low on patience.
But I still appreciate it.
I tried my best despite all odds.
🏖️ Latarnia Miłości Dzienniki
It was once a big dream of mine to release past journals in the form of a book.
Today it popped into my consciousness again.
Who knows what will happen?
🏖️ The Froman Track
Absolute heater
💝 I am grateful for:
💝 The opportunity to share my (healing) story, insights & tools
I’m very happy I am where I am today.
Things were not always that rosy, though.
Reporting from the other side, it’s tough to remember how bad things felt at times in the past.
It’s as if I erased memories of suffering, drama, and numbness.
But they happened.
And these notes and stories prove it.
It’s my duty to share some of the things, words, thoughts that helped.
Even if only a single person finds just 1% more light thanks to my work, it’s worth it.
Let’s drop all the financial, audience-building & business reasoning, and focus only on sharing from and to the heart.
Money will come, I’m sure it will.
But tomorrow is not the time to push it.
Let the love instinct guide me towards the best, most helpful solutions.
I’m fulfilled creatively, egoistically in my journals.
The healing stories are for the world.
And through that, me as well ;)
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