🍹 19 June 2023 Coctail of Life (season finale)
This season ends on a mixed note.
One part of me is happy, other scared.
I feel like a cocktail of life.
All shades & colours blend in my fragile human body.
There are so many unknowns, so many fears.
What about the baby? Career? Where will we live?
Maybe that’s the beauty of season endings & new beginnings.
The surprise, the adventure, the open seas.
🧠 On my mind:
🧠 I can
If there’s anything I’ve learned this month it’s that I can.
I can be happy.
I can have fun.
I can love & be loved.
I can create.
I can earn.
I can be healthy.
I can have friends.
I can be open.
I can take on difficult emotions, situations, thoughts.
I can live every single day, most average included, in a way that makes me joyful, satisfied.
🧠 Trust, believe in, allow myself to flourish
A message I’d like to carry into the next chapter is : TRUST, BELIEVE IN, ALLOW MYSELF TO FLOURISH. All parts of me are more than welcome moving forward. All quirks, strangest ideas, things that don’t make sense to anyone but me. Whatever makes me ME is in. Self-doubt, people pleasing, not giving myself space - strictly out.
🧠 Every Day is a Good Day
My guiding force in life is making the best of EVERY DAY. Everything falls into place when I give current moments all the love & focus. Throughout this season I often felt like I’ve finally closed the past, and started living today, one day at a time. Yes, I do make plans. But 99% of my attention is going to the day I’m currently living. No other way of being ever made me happier.
Here’s to creating many more HAPPY DAYS. A HAPPY LIFE WILL FOLLOW.
“Zen is not some fancy, special art of living. Our teaching is just to live, always in reality, in its exact sense. To make our effort, moment after moment, is our way.”
- Shunryu Suzuki, Zen Mind, Beginner's Mind
💞I am grateful for
Now my favourite part - counting blessings, joys & miracles.
Family-wise, I might be the luckiest guy on earth. Having who I have, receiving all that love is a privilege & source of joy. My only wish is for us to stay forever this strong. We got this, Familia!
My body is a well oiled machine. There are some cracks, but all in all I could not be more thankful for being able to live pain free, do whatever crazy acrobatics I want, lean on this system to carry me thru life’s adventures.
Work has never been better. It took me years, but I’m finally on MY track. Step-by-step all puzzles start falling into place. The best part? I’m having hell lotta fun in the process. It’s not only about goals, achievements, rewards. It’s the journey why I do what I do. Miraculous.