✂️ 20 August 2023 Pivotal Point
I think I reached a pivotal point.
The formula that fueled this vacation has dried out.
I’m ripe for a new change, a new direction.
Warsaw / Błażej’s bday was okay.
Far from spectacular, at moments both under & overwhelming, generally not an experience to be raving about, but not one to bitch about either.
Really, I don’t think it had anything to do about the objective situation - the venue looked cool, the people were nice, everything was served in abundance.
It’s just that I have overgrown this formula, this version of myself.
I adore everything this way of being brought me over the last summer weeks.
Equally, or even more so, I can’t wait to embody the next chapter.
What’s coming?
That’s part of the magic - nothing is known for sure.
However, I’m pretty clear on the foundations.
I want to invest more time into:
Love
Aura & Health
Creating AND Money
Barcelona / Moving
Community / New Friends
Less attention will go to:
parties & festivals
d***s
scrolling people’s content
worrying
All that, obviously, while still staying true to my mantra of doing my best to give every day a chance to become the best day of my life.
Sounds like a good plan, right?
A thing to remember as we’re entering another growth stage:
Don’t get obsessed.
Don’t try to be perfect.
Don’t let reaching take away from appreciating the good that’s already here.
Don’t try to fit into any of the personas we’ve already been
Take everything that we’ve learned so far,
and create a stunning blend of
MY MIRACULOUS SHINE.
🏖️ Amazing things
🏖️ Decision to come back Home instead of afterpartying / staying in Warsaw
🏖️ Pizza time with Hugi, Nati & Mum+Dad
🏖️ Spending time with Babcia Fredzia (finally)
🏖️ End-of-chapter journal entry written in Gabinet
🏖️ Hugi enjoying my company despite me being half-dead from tiredness
🏖️ Good night’s sleep! Rejuvenation