🏖️ Amazing things
🏖️ Comforting Hugi for close to 1 hour in the play house
He was so vulnerable in the morning.
He still is…
I don’t remember the trigger, but he went into a full-blown spasm panic attack, when he doesn’t even want to be hugged or talked to + kicks, screams & cries.
I reached real deep and opened up.
Somehow it worked,
The breathwork (same I did when he was born) helped too.
It was a difficult moment, but I found meaning in it.
Good job, B.
🏖️ All the pillow homes, forts, holes we’ve built and settled in
We’ve spent most of this day inside, hiding in an array of DIY improvised spots = burrow under the sheets, big home on the sofa, tipi, and the tiny-tiny two pillow racket.
So much fun.
Especially the sheet home, with vicious rain smashing into the ground outside.
What a cozy memory!
🏖️ Pillow jumps
I built a safe landing spot, just as I did when he was younger.
He went nuts - 45 min of nonstop jumps, records, tricks.
Daddy’s boy. (I’m crying writing & reminiscing that)
🏖️ Working on Summer Contrast entry / piece
This is so much fun.
Work hits so much different when I’m doing something I’m genuinely passionate about, something I love doing.
I’m on the right track.
Energized, motivated, optimistic, FUN!
PS. And the experiments with video/form!
🏖️ Being soft
I’m doing my absolute best to treat him with utmost care, gentleness, just the way everybody deserves to be treated.
He feels it, and our bond is pulsating with two-way love.
These “challenging” times truly are an opportunity to rise above.
🏖️ Talking to my new DJ friends
Oh, I am so happy about being around amazing NEW people again.
I feed off that.
Remember, extrovert!