📝 29 August 2023 Blank Page (new journal)
📝 29 August 2023 Blank Page (new journal)
Hello!
What a pleasure.
Relax and enjoy.
I’m in computer room.
Just finished yoga & meditation,
and now opening up a new journal.
This morning started well.
Hugi slept until 7:30, which is a rarity.
We spent the first hour reading about cats, cooking strawberry-peanut butter omlette & being cute.
After Nati woke up, we went biking.
Little trickster even threw a cheeky barspin.
Makin’ daddy proud 😊
My plan for today is finishing the stories, join the crew page, and remaining journals.
I’d love to get it done before sleep, but world will not explode if it takes a bit more.
Actually, taking it easier (while still doing the job) is my intention for this season.
Panick, irritability, overheating → off the menu.
Lately, I’ve been thinking much about the direction of my work.
There’s only one conclusion:
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I’m letting go of any expectations, plans & agendas.
Let’s venture into the Unknown,
one step at a time.
The second thing (or rather a person) on my mind is Hugi.
He’s amazing.
The made-up stories (how he feed the wolves & rode a kuna yesterday),
the jokes (“Let’s lick mommy to wake her up”),
the caring (he knows I’m afraid of snakes, so he created a “no-snakes allowed” made-up sign),
and the tenderness (under the neck sweets) -
He’s just perfect.
My son.
Third, and last thing is Barcelona / not getting devastated by fall & winter.
Current weather conditions (gray, rain, cold) are a stark alarm to figure out our moves.
We’ve got this.
It’s funny how much can change over a course of couple days.
I feel fresh, calm, grounded -
opposite of what just passed.
Season’s change.
“Bad” days go,
and brighter come.
And I’m enjoying ALL of it.
Love, Bartosz
🏖️ Amazing Things:
🏖️ First Promo Step
I, We did it.
The Bartosz.Love 2.0 promo stories is published.
Even though the results so far are not up to my expectations (think about it → does it make ANY sense to carry these imaginary benchmarks, and let them ruin my happiness?), I’m still proud of myself for winning over my fears & taking action.
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step
-Tao Te Ching
PS. Thank you Nati for your editorial help, but even more so for being with me. You give me wings
🏖️ Morning Biking
Our new ritual is a definitive life-giver.
I’m learning a lot about perseverance, play & confidence from this Ace.
🏖️ Recalibration Meditation
I literally felt my brain rewiring.
Magic.
🏖️ New Journal Opener
Sincere, fun, simple - this entry was everything I want to embody in current chapter