These might be/are the best days I ever had.
Everything somehow works out.
Iām feeling ALIVE.
I cry tears of joy.
I see beauty.
I feel free.
Iām doing my finest, most aligned work.
I give a lot, cause I got lots to SHARE.
- yours truly
Downpour.
Rain soundtracks my writing evening.
Hugi is already asleep.
Heās well-fed, had lots of exercise, and is clean - the night should go well.
Iām super low on sleep, so every 30 minutes counts.
Iām ecstatic, listening to the most memorable, defining tracks of SummerContrast.
Hereās how it went down the last couple days.
21- 24 Summer Contrast
24 - 26 Days in-Between
26 - now Gigant / Wibracje
Ever since Natalia left, my days go like this:
90% of the day dedicated to making Hugo happy
10% night creating
Being 24/7 with Hugo, without Natalia, is an experience.
There is nothing as bonding.
We are the team, glued to one another all the time.
Itās demanding.
Yes.
But thatās what makes it so special.
Thereās little room for negotiation.
I dedicate myself fully to him, and it pays off tremendously.
Love comes back.
PS. Iām so happy with my āperformanceā as a dad during this Gigant. I raised my voice a couple of times, yes. Two (or three?) times had to carry him in my hands despite his disapproval. But in general, I did a tremendous job. Well done, B!
šļø Things we did today:
šļø SUP - 3 rounds around the island
The SUP/boat Today?
Wow.
Once-in-a-lifetime experience.
3 rounds around the island.
He was so captivated, so calm.
Water element.
šļø Tczew
Skatepark
Kanonka
BaÅdziak
WisÅa Playground
Falafel
šļø 2 x TV slot
morning 10-10:40 (I was writing next to him)
post diner (I was prepping for the trip to Tczew)
šļø The rope/slide on Kanonka
Hugo is officially a Kid now.
Damn that was impressive.
Didnāt expect that at all.
Heās a genius.
š· Work
Iāve spent the last couple days working on my report / journal about Summer Contrast.
The piece is ~almost ready.
I shared a video - diary clip on Instagram.
It felt awesome.
New.
