💪 31 August 2023 I, We Can Do
Sweet Summer,
what a joy to have you back
I’m lying bare-chest on my yoga mat.
Everything is great.
We had amazing time yesterday, and equally nice morning today.
My thoughts orbit around:
Celangē aka Weekender at Łęgucki Julo
Hugi’s impressive scooter skills & how great “We” feels lately
“Damy Radę” - a profound change in mindset
New Work - a flurry of fresh avenues I’m eager to explore
Let’s unpack:
Celangē
Tomorrow marks the beginning of summer’s most anticipated summer gathering → big party at Julek’s & Kasia’s.
I still don’t know if I’ll be able to go.
Natalia’s mum who was supposed to take over the nanny’s duties is unwell, and the whole deal hangs on thin hair.
If she can’t come, I’ll either stay with Hugi at home, or the three Trochas will go to rave together, in a transfigured formula.
Either way, Nati’s going there & having full fun.
It might be her last occasion (if things go well) to let it loose.
Fiesta!
PS. If I go, I’m allowing myself to go all in. Whatever that will mean ;)
Hugi
Our afternoon yesterday left me stunned.
He’s brilliant.
I know I talk about it a lot, but I can’t help myself - he really amazes me every single day.
Yesterday I found out he now can scooter like a pro.
The speed he got going downhill near the Starogard playground was something I truly didn’t expect.
Wow!
I really am getting ready for a second miracle.
It’s hard to believe how much joy and meaning he brings into my life.
Even when I’m at my lowest, his smile can cheer & lift me up.
Love you, Best Buddy!
“Damy Radę”
The last few days brought a lot of doubt, low moods, and fear.
We all felt it.
It’s over now, mainly thanks to my new mantra:
I, We can do it!
There will always be challenges.
It’s naive to expect life to be all fun & games.
Really, it’s not about never having problems situations, but about how you handle them.
I’m done approaching tougher moments with panic.
Whatever the fuck comes my way,
I’ll figure it out.
We’ll figure it out.
I, We can do it!
New Work
Yesterday’s brainstorm / facing the reality, however tough, brought a massive perspective shift.
New doors opened up, new avenues will be explored.
Not getting into unnecessary details, let’s just say
a) I’m open to getting a job / project (this time for real)
b) I want to explore the intersection of creativity & AI
c) Bartosz.love is still getting the love (maybe it’s not either/or after all, but and/and)
d) I’m done with acting out of fear, “obligation” & all that BS.
Pure Love Act.
The last thing…
Nah, maybe the next time.
I’m done for now.
Bueno Dia!
🏖️ Amazing Things:
🏖️ Tractor Ride
