🧴 7 -9 July 2023 Feels Like Summer

Jul 31, 2023

I’m happy.
Genuinely, humanely happy.
It feels like summer, finally.

My initial plan for today was spending the whole day alone writing, being stoned, not caring for anything but my pleasure.

It ain’t happening.

Sandy & Nati & Hugi are already on their way back.

My parents came back from Greece a day earlier than I thought & will visit us in the afternoon.

And I’m not really in a super duper work mood.

Plans oh they are changin’

It feels DIVINE not to be as rigid as I was in the previous couple months.

Allowing life to flow, playing along with it, is a much better strategy than obsessive, lifeless routine.

Changing the topic - god what a relief Natalia finally got her paycheck.

We can breathe again.

I really do hope (and will do my best to assure it) it’s been the last time we’ve been in such a tight crunch.

Next on - work & creating.

My head is buzzin with ideas, new directions I want to explore in current piece(s)

My real agenda is to let myself try new things, let whatever crazy ideas I have come to life.

No limitations, no playing safe, no sticking to what I’ve done.

New ways open new doors.

🏖️ Amazing Things:

It’s a special kind.

I can do anything I want - meditate for 10 hours, smoke joints AND work however I please.

It’s all up to me how I decide to invest today’s hours.

Liberation.

I’m happy she’s coming.

Another memory / adventure.

Anything that makes days special is on the BT-approved list.

Cherish these moments.

At no point in recent memory did writing feel as easy-going, natural as it does now.

Having deleted the self-limiting rules&modes, I’m back at my freest.

Good things are coming (already happening?)

Seeing her this happy, energized, in her element is a blessing.

I’m glad I could empower it.