🪒 8 October 2023 Clean Face
⛱️ Amazing things
⛱️ Shaving the mustache
I am certain this was the right idea.
I needed to prove to myself I’m capable of taking risks, of letting go of the familiar.
I’ve had it since 2017? 2016?
I don’t even remember.
It grew (literally) to become a central part of my identity, of how I saw myself.
And I needed a change in this department.
Major change…
Natalia’s first reaction was brutal.
She couldn’t stop crying for 45? minutes.
She, just like I, knew it’s a new beginning.
And as she later admitted,
she wasn’t fully ready for it.
I couldn’t be happier about this leap of faith.
I might decide I want it back at some point.
But for now, I’m cherishing the opportunity to start fresh.
Clean face = clean page.
⛱️ Flurry of nose kisses from Hugo
These tiny cherry lips played a full-on love symphony on my eagle breather.
Was it a thank you for a great day together?
Gratitude for everything I’ve done for him over the years?
A simple act of love?
It felt like all of it, and then some.
Heart melt moment.
⛱️ Hugi the Bike King
Today my Boy broke through a plateau and started riding on his own.
I’m proud, happy for him for facing his fears and winning over them.
Now, our task is to cultivate this mindset and train, train, train.
Let these biking sessions become our bonding jam.
Easy ridin’ crew!
⛱️ Afternoon with my parents
Sundays in Boroszewo - what else needs to be said?
I especially loved the walk with speed demon Tula, Mum&Dad, and my little firefighter.
Family good vibes.
⛱️ Top Model and all the love
So yeah, we’ve successfully buried our idiotic conflict.
From the very first moment after wake-up, we both dropped our guards, threw away swords, maces, and daggers, and behaved like a loving couple.
How great!
The culmination?
Our favourite tv show.
God, I love Top Model.
Or rather watching it with you, babe!
⛱️ Fred Again “Ten Days” + cleaning, dancing, enjoying
On repeat for almost a full hour,
essential new life soundtrack.
At the very end of the listening session, lying on my parent’s bed, I felt so light, so comfortable, so all-right.
Top ↑↑↑
⛱️ Writing and working
Did I already mention I adore what I do?
Yes?
I will say it one more time:
My job is the best.
Period.
💝I am grateful for:
💝 Making things up with Nati
We both went full psycho.
Maybe not to a degree that happened in the pre-wedding past, but not super far from it.
Arguments happen.
Especially when both of us have plates so full.
“Trudno, jedziemy dalej” (Too bad, let’s move on) as our motto goes.
I’m happy we both found our minds (hearts?) back, and things feel good again.
Remainder for the future: CALMA, CALMA, CALMA.
Especially when outside conditions get tougher, remain even stronger, kinder, loving within.
💝 Moving on
Today I’m closing a big chapter in my work life.
All the summer stories will be published, and page blank will be reached.
I’ve dreamed of this moment for a long, long time.
Whatever is coming next, I’m welcoming it with open hands.
Just do it!
💝 Radiating calm & love
Apart from our argument with Nati & some questionable moves towards Hugi (isolated incidents), I’ve been a good giver lately.
Sincerely talking & lifting Mum up, investing a lot into making Hugi happy, treating everyone I meet with respect & kindness.
Keep up!
💝 Wellbee upcoming stuff
This Tuesday premiers the first stories/episode.
Then on 16th(?) the next.
And on the 18th my solo piece.
I’m committing to treat this time as an opportunity to give, share, and send out love.
If success happens on the back of it, fantastic.
But I don’t want it to be the main motivator, the driving force behind my upcoming actions.
Acts-of-love
💝 Gratitude mindest
The missing element in some of my recent periods, especially the work-focused ones.
I vow not to ever again lose sight of the good I already have when working towards the new.
Grateful for where I am,
excited for where I’m going.
💝 Keeping some journals completely private
Some words will never leave the confines of my pen&paper notebooks.
And that’s ok.
I’m free to share whatever I want.
And I want to radiate the joy.
There’s enough darkness already…