🚒 9 October 2023 New Journey Begins
🚒 9 October 2023 New Journey Begins
Yesterday a big, big thing happened.
I killed my mustache.
And alongside it, the person who wore it.
Did I behave like a stereotypical romantic comedy hero?
Perhaps…
Maybe that’s exactly what I needed.
Let some main character energy in.
Everything around me is screaming new beginnings.
The physical transformation,
The journal work finish line,
The upcoming publications (start tomorrow!),
The season’s change,
The new power I have,
The moves I’m already making.
I’ve been resisting change long enough now.
My entire being is ecstatic at the perspective of new.
What will happen?
I don’t even try to guess.
One thing is sure:
A new journey begins.
N+O+W
⛱️ Amazing Things
⛱️ Learning to love the new me
I still get semi-shocked when I see myself in the mirror.
It’s not even about being less or more handsome.
It’s a matter of accepting change.
Slowly but surely I’m accepting this new clean chapter.
I’m so glad I took the risk.
Bold action for new beginnings.
⛱️ Taking Hugi to the firefighter museum in Siwiałka
He was dancing out of happiness.
And my heart alongside him.
Making you happy is my purpose, Mr. Fireman
⛱️ The magic moment on the pier
Even more awesomeness in Siwiałka.
First chillin’ on the lounger and eating snacks <chrupaki>, then admiring the lake from the pier.
Sitting there with you, Bud, feeling so right together was an absolute joy!
⛱️ Morning long bike ride
Embodying the MCE (Main Character Energy) I went for a cruise into the unknown.
God, I love biking.
Even when it’s so cold my lungs start to rebel ;)
⛱️ “I’m alive”
Arguably the weirdest highlight of this day.
The new mouse trap made it possible to not kill our furry f(r)iends.
I was so happy about it.
Nah, happy doesn’t say it right.
I was moved to tears with relief and sense of aliveness.
The little furball made my day.
⛱️ Hugi eventually coming to accept the new daddy
His first reaction was even more dramatic than Nati’s.
He literally didn’t want to see me and wanted me out of bed.
It hurt.
A lot.
Luckily, he loves me again now.
Maybe even more so?
⛱️ Full gas work
I’m writing this list at 1:20 2:03 2:43 in the night, and it feels awesome.
Sometimes I do need to give it ALL.
Another (only?) way to feel ALIVE.
⛱️ The red carp auto-tarot
I picked a card from my Japanese-inspired deck.
This time it was a carp swimming up the waterfall.
A symbol of perseverance, courage, and upcoming success.
Fuck it, let’s assume it’s all true.
Living life as if it is rigged in my favor.
⛱️ Making weird but real my default setting
Editing current batch of journals, I allowed EVERYTHING in.
Half-naked GIFs, deepest dreams, though tough moments.
Fuck it.
I’m doing it my way.
⛱️ Working in Bagietka Cafe
Always a pleasure to do some guest work.
New environment = new perspective
⛱️ Reaching page blank
The work is done.
New work awaits.
Beyond excited.
(and a tiny bit scared…😅)
