27 November 2023 // Tarifa, Spain
What else do I need?
My family is strong.
We’re healthy.
Palms & waves surround.And yet, I feel a piece is missing.
It’s you, dear Journal.
We haven’t talked much lately.
I thought I don’t need you,
that I’m better off alone.
But I miss you,
I so fucking miss you.
Let’s make up for all we’ve not shared.
You probably wanna know what’s going on.
I’m here to tell.
We’re in Spain.
It’s our 10th day out of 25.
Right now, our base is Tarifa.
A charming town,
but definitely not a place
I’d call Home.
See, that’s one thing I stress about a lot.
This trip was supposed to guide us
towards the next chapter of our lives,
towards the new nest.
So far, I have not felt that any of the places
made me wanna move.
Will that change?
I really do want to fall in love with the new.
But for some reason, I still can’t.
Maybe I haven’t fully left behind
my old world?
I feel stuck in-between,
heavy with the past
and anxious of the future.
Arrive NOW!
