18 November 2025 Moss, Warsaw
Fine-tuning complete.
Let’s unleash the serene power.
Oh wow, what a morning.
First, an hour of yoga + meditation,
flowing through layers upon layers of
confusion, past, and distrust.
From 6:40 to 7:15 a cheeky nap,
ended with a loud “daddy” call.
Suddenly, literally out of nowhere,
a major major Nati drama.
The poor girl feels left behind
in the Sonny relationship arena.
It’s true we’ve been on a good wave,
and that he says that I-daddy
am the best quite often.
But the degree it triggered Nati
is 100% also (mainly?) influenced by her past.
It’s kinda ridiculous how much gone events
shape our living experience today.
I don’t think this is the right way.
We all gotta learn how to
bless our days with fresh eyes.
When I think about it,
this could be the greatest “unlock”
to the wellbeing of all humanity.
The natural state of being is
love, peace, and excitement.
Or at least lack of heavy storm clouds.
This is what the sages pointed to:
with enough practice and the right understanding
everybody can learn to access and stay
in that higher (pararel?) state of consciousness.
Being honest, isn’t it WHY I’m writing every day?
Is this not why I train?
I want to feel better,
strip away the murky bugs
that plague my sight.
Those 7 years now,
what question were they meant to answer
if not How to live my life?
I’m not sure though if the question still stands.
Am I moving from “how” to just live?
My personal quest is changing, I feel that.
I’m no more interested in understanding
as I am in embodiement.
The cycle is closing,
and a new one begins.
Can I stay connected to what shaped me,
even use it for my fellows good,
and sail towards new adventures
with all might and loose?
Oh sweet living, everything in me is breathing.
I’ve finally reached a point of transmute.
Right now, literally in this very moment
I can feel the veil dropping,
revealing who I am and what I do.
↑ Contribute to every good.
↑ Live full each day.
↑ Radiate from within.
PS. Lots and lots of good stuff in Claude’s analysis.