Horse has rested.
Let him race now!
Drums kicking, energy activating.
Full day of couchslothing under my belt, I’m ready to plot world amplification again.
Learning to respect my body rest signals is proving to be a very sensible technique.
Even more so, eliminating guilt attached to not being conventionally productive (for a day or two now, not that I’ve figured the whole detachment-chill game already, calma).
The way life feels when I’m attuned to myself and play alongside, symbiotic with reality (instead of fighting it) is AMAZING.
We vibin’
I’m super happy with yesterday’s published journal.
It has 100% new opening force. The layout is tighter, graphics breathe new energy, the story is grounded in touchable reality and it beams with gratitude.
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This is me now.
Flair, grounded, appreciating.
Breathing life to maximum lung capacity and transmuting it into permission fields for my beloved world-friends.
That is what I do.
I’ve waited so long to start organising houseparties in my universe. Why not simply launch now.
The how is NOW. Now, now, now!
‘Nuff talk!
Time to put those love reps in.
What lights up my world?
What makes me feel?
♡ The sweet joy of doing nothing
This Monday (yesterday) didn’t quite look like others. I haven’t checked-in at in my writing armchair before 11 am, and haven’t done anything but chill and pleasure-working the whole day.
Paradoxically, this ease-stance generated one of my favourite works this year. And it just happened.
Pure joy and nothingness. Surprisingly generative combo, despite “productivity” never being the aim.
Those Zen bastards really have life figured out, another case in point.
What emerges out of no-mind? The teaching is shared.
♡ Creative explosion
Bartosz in 4-high hands mode is a virtuoso. Where I am getting those ideas from? And the quality and speed of execution? This craft is muy muy bueno. Normally, the last in line to bragga, I’m allowing myself this sweet rare moment of self-appreciation.
Bow, jam-master Bartosz!
♡ This year of writing
Some total heaters delivered, zero doubt. It would be a shame if my crew didn’t read some of those journey scrolls. Throw a party, make the effort. Fiestas are to be enjoyed together.
♡ Hugo’s understanding and kisses
Something clicked after Sunday’s Złote Tarasy argument. He’s different, more conscious and caring now. And those gentle kisses? Delightful, magic!
Love, Bartosz