I’m having fun on this mission after all.
It feels sensational to unleash the whole spectrum of my creativity and see it bring fruits.
Everybody I talk to LOVES my stories.
And I (ok, we) brought heaps of new followers (300-400) since I started reporting (19,8-20,2).
Maybe my post-Garbicz panic attack (last journal entry) was just a scream of old, scared me?
I still have thoughts.
What could happen if I used my skills to promote a “good” cause?
Healthy living, ecology, philosophy.
New lenses to see & operate for us all to create a better future TOGETHER.
On the other hand, messianism could be all wrong.
It feels forced in a sense.
And I don’t like forced.
As always, the solution to my anxiety is simple.
Let the path unfold.
As long as I am invested fully in life, in my present reality, the future will naturally bring blossom.
Last parting words?
I miss Hugo (& Nati), but I’m happy (& proud of me) that I’m here, on the job.
Barti, you’re onto something great.
No, YOU’RE GREAT.
Don’t you ever forget that again.
Love, Bartosz