I just don't know what is real.
My mind works in overdrive, and I'm feeling out of touch with "normal".
But what is normal?
Is it living in permanent anxiety, limiting my potential, and smoking the feelings away?
Is it living a life of pure consumption,caring & fighting for nothing?
Maybe what's happening for me right now, the quest I am on is the right normal?
Maybe the calling is real?
Nevermind these metacognitive musings.
I know a PERFECT solution to moments of overwhelm.
Touch direct physical reality.
Get out of the mind, and immerse in the most ordinary.
Spend the day outside.
Have fun with Hugo.
Go on an adventure.
Let yourself be amazed by Life, again.
It's a miracle I get to spend another day here on this giant ball traveling through endless space.
Act accordingly.
Cherish the moments.
PS. Zero thinking just fun
PS2. Easy sunny groove
PS3. Let go