Perfectly Imperfect [season finale]

13 September 2024 / Boroszewo, Poland

I wish I had everything figured out.

Money - solved
Mood - glowy
Shape - 10/10
Writing - profound
Family - only smiling
Life - pristine

This would have been the Season Finale I expected.

Then I could finally Love Myself.

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Things are still complicated.

I’m yet to find a job, don’t sleep well because of stress, even Fall came too early.

I tried my best.

I’m still not perfect.

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Is it time to accept who I am?

With flaws, mood swings, and that stubborn belly fat?

Even the money…

Maybe I could not think about it, just for a short while, and hug myself with love?

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I don’t want a happy ending.

I want a journey, a ride, an adventure.

There will be ups.

Just as many downs.

That’s the fabric of Life, that’s being human.

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Drop the expectation for days to be Perfect.

Dismiss the voice saying you’re not worth love, unless...

You’re cute.

You’re loveable.

I am.

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It’s all fine baby.

We’re gonna make it through.

I will.

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You’re strong.

You’re beautiful.

You’re smart.

You’re courageous.

You’re funny.

You’re adventurous.

You’re kind.

You’re lovely.

I am.

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Perfectly Imperfect

Love, Bartosz