29 November 2023 Conil de la Frontera
I am grateful forâŚ
Invitation to slow down
& find meaning in the most mundane
This trip is nowhere as action-packed as Thailand & Cambodia, Eurotrip or Uruguay.
Itâs not even as intense as our daily life in Boroszewo.
Itâs not the easiest for me to accept & like it.
Everything moves soo slooooow here.
Take for example now - itâs quarter to 10 and we still havenât left the apartment, trained, or worked.
I played with Hugi (Cosmo Mission), we talked a little, Nati took a shower and itâs almost 10.
I donât know what to think about all of this.
There were times when such an unhurried slow life made me feel great.
For example, the Covid-WisĹa-Tczew era.
Lately, I kinda enjoy the faster pace more.
Too much unstructured, lazy time makes me irritable, flat.
Iâm putting conscious effort into trying to like current snail life, but it just doesnât work (yet?)
Maybe thatâs exactly a signal I need more of it?
The more something triggers me,
the more I can learn from it.
What lessons are yet to be found in slowing down?
Iâll give this thing one more try.
If it doesnât click, Iâm moving to Barcelona and starting my high-roller era.
PS. Why not both?