Winning and contentment

18 August 2024, Boroszewo

I’m confused.

My current reality is fabulous on one hand (health, family, love) and super anxiety-provoking on the other (work, future).

I’m perpetually stuck between moments of gratitude & awe (it felt just divine spending time in “Observatory” with Hugi today in the morning) and restless thinking about what to do work-wise.

I wish I already had the answers, or at least semi-know where to start.

This state of inaction, overthinking, and soul-searching is driving me nuts.

I want a way out.

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Maybe I’m thinking about it all wrong?